Doorstep ? ?

So your walking and pacing 
Your thoughts are racing 
You decide to go around the block and you pass the same days in 
Waiting for days end 
But you end up in a daze again 
And dream about being friends 
With yourself because your tired of fighting a battle you can't win

And you've had a rough day now 
And as you go your trying to figure out how 
How you deserved that mean reaction 
From that lady at the gas station
Just because you didn't hear her the first time 
Cuz your mind was too loud 
And everything turned into slow mo 
So when she asked cash or credit 
Your mind was at a no go 
When it looked like you could of just said it 
Instead you held up the line
And was wasting people's time 
It's been hours since then but you still regret it 

And theirs no point in saying nothing to no one 
Cuz they won't get this 
There's bigger fish to fry 
And more important things 
Like which celebrity is getting Diamond rings 
And Kylie's lipstick is the best new thing 
When you have an actual message to bring 

But your no one right? 
Just someone who cares too much and thinks at night 
Someone who wants to love through things you create 
But it hurts when no one cares so you hesitate 
When your mind all this time as been nothin but great 

You take that brush and you paint 
Your souls already a masterpiece draw your pain 
Sing the lyrics stuck in your veins 
Forget about the strangers Who say mean things 
They had a bad day maybe or maybe they can't see 

And most won't 

But some are like you feel and fight for you 
And as you run out of road you find yourself at your doorstep 
And you forget your fear and forget to regret 
Your free to run and not fret 
About squares who will never get 
The strange shape that is your mind set 

Remember your anxieties 
Can't reach you in the galaxy's 
And turn that pace into a race 
And take off to the Stars
Create your soul song 
And others will come along 
Who see you for who you are