Dream vs nightmare

Am I dreaming you came back or Is it real 
Am I really seeing you and your minions ANE stood with you gossiping about me or am I dreaming this 

Am I dreaming that you came and apologised or was that real 
Am I really seeing a change in that way you see me or am I dreaming 

Did I really just wake up after a nightmare of seeing you smiling at me like a chestier cat or was that real 
Did I ever really mean anything to you after I wake up mid nightmare wondering if I did right spoiler alert I know know I did 

Did I ever feel as negatively about you before the nightmare chances are I didn’t 
Did the nightmare have to happen 100% it didn’t