Drive

The pain I feel is for you , not me .

You are beautiful and calm yet strikingly strong. You don't think before you say but only because your thought might fade away.
Its good your thoughts are always pure.
Your looks will draw me in .. and my mind will start to wonder. Before long I'm in love and scared and you promise to be there ... your promise is true but my heart never was .
I crush you and crush you tell the beauty leaves . With force you fall and start to cry. .. without you it hurts inside . Even if I realise ... you will never be the same... with the hurt I put on you, you are a different person . One with class and without me ... I call you back and you always come but this time your heart is numb ... Merry Me ! I take it all back ... but it doesn't work that way ..You kiss my lips, i say goodbye and feel myself start to die . Although my body is fine mentally,, . I changed you and you changed me . Now I am growing and you are crushed . ... none of this was worth the rush ... I'm sorry .