Drowning in debt

The urge to end my life's becomes so intense it scares me

My mind is taken up with thoughts for a life that will never be

Is the answer to my troubles to end my life

The depression I feel feels as sharp as a knife

I smile through the tears as I say I'm fine

One more bill and il be pushed over that line

Bill after Bill asking for money that isn't there

How can I escape these bills when the debt company's don't care

The bills wouldn't trouble me I'd be free at long last

I could once and for all put my debts in the past

I think of my son he's my best friend

As I stare into these pills wondering if this is the end