Elevated mind state

I enlighten my mind
When spliffs twist
Puff puff
Off to the left
Right on time
Around the circle smoke trails
Roaches held with fingernails
Inhales and coughs sound off
Eyes deeply redden
Lose track of time and my mind
The higher im gettin
Increased heart beat
Begin sweatin
Perma smile formed
And stuck
Favorite color is green
For the luck of the Irish
Sailing high
Weed pirates
Stealing tokes and blunt hits
Lung capillaries split and rip
Toxic resin seeps
Cotton chops munchies
Short term memory loss
What a small price to pay
To get high and feel this way
Can't be wrong
Join along
bring your bong
And best bud
Mad love for the ganja
Unfortunately I'm a cheater
Alcoholic cheating on booze
With the reefer
Speaking over the speaker
Attempting to tone down the tweaker
In me
Marijuana calms me into a coma
Stayed high through high school
Chinese eyed when I got my diploma
Superintendant wanted me suspended
Dope head outwitted
This PhD psosessing pta prostitute
Enjoy your view from your pedestal
Looking down at me while
I spit up at you
School board
Stealing funds from fundraisers
Leaving teachers to buy things
They can't afford
Separate church and state
Pledge rebellion against
The law and the lord
Christ almighty
Making a mochary of monotony
Terrorizing my arms
With chemical phlebotomy
Losing a weak grip
But still keep my head atop of me
Fly on the wall
Optical illusion
No one is spottin me
Like a zebra
Need more cowbell
To cure my fever
Contagious like the scourge
Call me scrooge
Ebenezer
Mutilate enemies with
A meat clever
Bag up the bodies for storage
In the freezer
Dahmer mixed with the unibomber
Terroristic patriot
Not afraid to get dirty
Spewing hate and hostility
At homeland security
Spying on my every move
Enemies with authority
Handcuffed and hit
Defenseless
Fuckers with shiny badges
Pretentious pretenders
Fat fucks
With big guts
Slacks supported by suspenders
Hands held out
Waiting for free money
From corporate lenders
Deals to good to be true
Fucking transparent talent
One dimensional and see through
I would contemplate suicide
If I had to be you
Defeat
So easily beat
Bet its bitter
Victory is sweet
Never bust a sweat
I bet its unbearable
Living with regret
Cause you let yourself down
Reminisce with teary eyes
Good times now behind
After you rained down
From your fluffy cloud
Now its a shit storm
Circled around ya
Raining relentlessly
Raising the river
Undertow pulling ya down
To drowned ya
Problems compounded
Stunned and blank eyed
Completely dumbfounded
Sit in seclusion
Contemplating the cause of confusion
Corrupting creativity
Asshole I am the epitome
Pissed off the pope
Who little me
Deny it all with an
Exclamated nope
Neck flesh ripped from
The friction of knotted rope
Body dangled
Intertwined and tangled with hope
And the opposite
Counterfeit conscious
Mass produced composite
Had all the answers
Bottled up and twisted tight
Broke down and lost it
Strapped to a gurney
Pushed through double doors
On my way to the nut house
Straight jacket buckled in back
Evil dreams and silent screams
Invade my head intending to
Fatally attack
Padded cell wall bouncing
Forever recall when times were better
All I have left is a beautifuly written
Love letter
And memories I can't remember