Ill equipped

I feel bad for the way things are 
wish I could change them but I'm no shooting star 
I've shot my arms 
sick of self harm 
bizarre by far 
my eyes are sore 
from things I've seen before 
leave the scene before
 I'm forced to last resorts 
not guilty plea for me and my four cohorts 
distortion of artistic ability
 slitting my wrists to provide paint is killing me 
nothing matters
 grown man painting his pampers 
sorting through corn looking for answers
 making change from panties of overweight exotic dancers landing on chance
 robbing the communities chest
 autopsies suggest death was caused by the dicks she ingests 
No rest for the wicked
Opposition listens for the perfect opportunity to stick it
Frick it or fuck it 
Lick it b4 I love it
Conducting courses on current events
Occurring through common currents
Electricity passes
Promptly
Deciding densely to 
Act out of order in deep water
Shoving metal objects into 
Light sockets
Live wires crossed wired 
Uninspired inappropriately attired
Mismatched misfit
Labeled a loser
Dim dimwit
See how dirty
Confidential confessions can get
Things fuse in front of me
Searching for the debris that disappeared
Mirror images miraculously manifest
More than I can imagine 
Dragons dragging
Twisted tails that follows in tight trails
Wasted under an invalid wannabes warranty 
Immune to allegations and proclamations
Promoting propagandas popularity
And the lost logistics 
Cryogenically frozen
 Freezers filled full of left over losers 
Circulating my community
Middle fingers flying
With fury 
Never occurred to me 
To severe several nerves necessary
To properly puppet the pathetic public 
Object to the sleazy subject
Notice the lamp in my pants 
Please leave three bucks in the bucket
After you rub it 
Cock opera
 Composed of whore lips 
In cooperation with 
Wannabes without watches
Questioning constantly
What time it is 
Provoking problematic problems
Jabber jaws get removed with power tools
Spit subarctic sentences 
Checking the authenticity
And integrity insecurities set
Inside insane optics
Game assembled in short Spurts
 finish when your able 
certainly it'll be curtains g 
smell the burst
 coming up centimeters short 
sadly your second 
following my perch on first 
Cursed and content
Corrupting those judging
Timidly twisting evil faucets 
Fundraising freak shows
Fueled by friends fooled 
To fund false promises 
All I got to offer is obvious
Overflowing amounts of unwanted
Upchuck accumulating
In an instant inside the offering plate
Avoid observers infected
With insensitive intentions
Intended to demand
Outmost attention
Self induced poison produced
Inept inception 
Pride produced
Intense intervention
Constellations collide in cosmic confetti
Pools of drewl drip from my lying lips
Spewing predictable prophecies
Undisciplined disciples mock me
Flailing in a frenzied frolic
Distorted 
Contorted
I'll tempered and  Impatient patients
Providing high profile 
publicized propaganda
Rights swept to the left 
In pain sight 
Nerves nervously twitch 
As soon as the public protectors
Cuffs hit
No mandatory  Miranda warning
Recorders conveniently out of order
The entire arrest act was whack
 Due to the fact 
There's a complete lack 
Of proper procedure  
Sickened so slightly 
By sub par service 
Looney toon 
eyes blue 
Flew to the moon
Up all night
sleep till noon 
If I can't fork ya tonight
I promise to spoon