emotional state

my words are meaningless like my life
its always been about the pain
all about the strife
she called out her name from the dark
her heart is dead
she left her mark
she screams out loud to soften the pain
her tears they came
like falling rain
the note she writes tears apart
she abandoned her there
and stole her heart
she feels so used so broken so bent
all the words she told her
she never meant
she lies awake and wonders why
she crosses her heart 
and hopes to die