This empty Pain

When i wake,

I feel this pain,

an empty hallow,

an endless shame,

my days not getting better,

but seem to be worse,

dreading my next task,

just wanting to sleep,

kids are screaming,

head is pounding,

life is racing,

the voices wont stop,

a sudden scream,

i couldnt resist,

getting everything to just stay still,

i lay my head on my window sill,

starring at the sky,

the moon brighter tonight,

i began to cry,

and i dont know why,

nothing is really coming to my mind,

so everynight i do the same,

to wake up every morning,

in this empty pain.