Entrapment

A dark feeling i must convey

This lingering attachment travels with me, wanting to stay

i am lost in the sea of darkness to which i constantly try to crawl out of, only to be pulled back in

The more i fight it, the more i know that i can not win

Suffocating from the everlasting agony of this despair

My soul is consumed, shattered beyond repair

Visions of those i thought loved me

But such thoughts were illusions in which to aid in my self destruction to a high degree

I am losing strength, and i reach for the light

hoping i can get a chance to see bright white

But sadly i am to deep in the nightmare to which i have come to embrace

With that my existence starts to fade without a trace

This heavy set, drowning, hard feeling, is that of entrapment to which i can not escape

My fate is set and who knows if it will or ever could take shape