Every time

Every time 

Every time I see you I remember when I was weak, weak enough to give in and be at a low that meant you happened 
Despite this you remind me of the strength it takes to still be fighting your friend the one that fuels you 

Every time I see you I’m reminded, reminded of a time where life felt like it wasn’t worth living because your bestie was sabotaging me making me think you where worth It 
Despite this you are my daily reminder life gets better nothing lasts forever, you are the reason I learnt how to thrive instead of just survive 

Every time I see you I remember a time in my life that changed my brain, it changed my brain but it will never define me because I will never let it begin though I once did 
Despite your best efforts I’m not assumed of myself you used to be a reason for no shorts but your now my battle wounds from a war which I’m winning 

Every time I see you I’m reminded, reminded of my own strength because I know people who haven’t been lucky enough to tell you to fuck off like I have 
Despite this I’m not angry with you, why because you feed off others and without them you are nothing 

You don’t scare me anymore you might always be on my body but every time I see you it gets easier and your control over me becomes less