Everyone And Everything In Every Way Nothing

I don't know Really what to say 
 

 

 

To just to use poetry as expression 

 

 

 

But honestly I'm done expressing 

 

 

 

I'm over trying to Process things 

 

 

 

Definitely over expressing the processes 

 

 

 

And the feelings that 

 

 

 

Are the results of those thoughts that's been processed 

 

 

 

That kind of sounds harsh from a certain perspective I guess 

 

 

 

Don't say I don't care 

 

 

 

But do I not care 

 

 

 

Or is it to call it acceptance 

 

 

 

Did I just accept 

 

 

 

To understand 

 

 

 

Even this is still a process 

 

 

 

And still expression 

 

 

 

I don't know why I think 

 

 

 

Or how after everything 

 

 

 

How I feel about writting

 

 

 

If I even want to anymore 

 

 

 

Maybe I'll just keep it to myself 

 

 

 

I'm so tired 

 

 

 

I just accept 

 

 

And What I feel 

 

 

What I think 

 

 

None of it matters anyway

 

 

Nothing changes 

 

 

 

I only make things worse 

 

 

 

Try to express myself 

 

 

 

How I feel 

 

 

 

It's not even worth 

 

 

 

Doing no more 

 

 

 

When I'm tired 

 

 

 

I just accept 

 

 

 

And I guess that's just What it is 

 

 

 

I know to keep these things inside 

 

 

 

It only matters to me anyways 

 

 

 

No one else would even

 

 

Listen or care Anyways

 

 

Why would they

 

 

No one does 

 

 I truly know 

 

 

 

I understand so many things 

 

 

 

The most important thing that I learned today 

 

 

 

After everything 

 

 

 

Was acceptance 

 

 

 

That nothing matters 

 

 

 

What happens with me 

 

 

 

Why would it why should it 

 

 

 

And my feelings 

 

 

 

Are not enough 

 

 

 

No form of expressing

 

 

 

Could ever make it any better 

 

 

 

No matter 

 

 

 

How much I feel these things inside me 

 

 

 

No matter how great the feeling how strongly it can be

 

 

 

When no form of expression 

 

 

 

Could ever replace 

 

 

Or change 

 

 Or have affect enough 

 

 

If when you affect others in a different way 

 

 

 

We feel the things 

 

 

 

That we feel most affected by 

 

 

 

If the essence of your being 

 

 Is causing the effective feelings 

 

 

So negatively 

 

 

 

Think that's going to be the feeling that's felt the most 

 

 

 

No matter how you express anything 

 

 

 

Acceptance i think 

 

 

 

Of everything 

 

 

 

Noone cares

 

 you Don't matter 

 

 

 

Your thoughts you think 

 

 

 

The feelings 

 

 

 

Everything 

 

 

 

Nothing 

 

 

 

Acceptance that I know 

 

 

 

To truly accept  

 

 

 

In the end

 

 

 

You are nothing 

 

 

 

To truly accept 

 

 

 

T0 accept that the essence of my being 

 

 

 

That who I am 

 

 

 

All that I wish so badly

 

 

Feelings 

 

 

 

Just I been thinking 

 

 

 

Assessing everything 

 

 I accept 

 

 

It's true meaning of acceptance 

 

 

 

That means it doesn't matter 

 

 

 

The only thing 

 

 

 

I will ever do or be

 

 

 

No one will ever truly 

 

 

 

Care about anything 

 

 

 

That is the essence of me 

 

 

 

You will only affect negatively 

 

 

 

And push away 

 

 

 

The things you think 

 

 

 

Your feelings 

 

 

 

Expressing processing 

 

 

 

I am me

 

 

 

I know 

 

 

 

From nothing 

 

 

 

I have learned 

 

 

 

So much about me 

 

 

 

But truly 

 

 

 

I am nothing 

 

 

 

That's how 

 

 

 

I am seen

 

 

 

Nothing 

 

 

 

Has an effect 

 

 

 

In that no one 

 

 

 

Wants it 

 

 

 

Nothing 

 

 

 

Taught me 

 

 

 

So much about so many things 

 

 

 

But mostly to accept 

 

 

 

I am nothing 

 

 

 

I don't matter 

 

 

 

Nothing I say 

 

 

 

Nothing I think 

 

 

 

Nothing I feel 

 

 

 

Nothing about me 

 

 

 

I will always be 

 

 

 

Nothing 

 

 

 

To everybody 

 

 

 

Around me 

 

 

 

If I was something 

 

 

 

Those around me 

 

 

 

Anyone really 

 

 

 

Would see me 

 

 

 

I would affect them 

 

 

 

In a way 

 

 

 

That makes them think or feel or impact them positively 

 

 But I am not

 

 

 

I am nothing 

 

 

 

I accept 

 

 

 

Who I am 

 

 

 

So I shall always be 

 

 

 

Nothing 

 

 

 

That matters to anybody 

 

 

 

And I even accept to myself 

 

 

 

I am nothing 

 

 

 

That's all I am 

 

 

 

Thats who I'll ever be 

 

 

 

And it doesn't matter

 

Even the fact that I express 

 

 

 

Here today

 

 

 

There was still no feeling 

 

 

 

Behind the words I say 

 

 

 

I accept 

 

 

 

You may think 

 

 

 

Or some might say 

 

 

 

That I'm being negative towards me 

 

 

 

Honestly it's okay 

 

 

 

But they won't know 

 

 

 

That I can see 

 

 

 

My presence effect on everyone around me 

 

 

 

Is that I am nothing 

 

 

 

I don't matter 

 

 

 

Nothing I accept that I am 

 

 

 

I don't even matter to me 

 

 

 

Nothing just nothing 

 

 

 

I accept this 

 

 

 

I accept me 

 

 

 

If it would even mean anything at all 

 

 

 

Then I'm sorry to everyone 

 

 

 

The ones around me 

 

 

 

Those who I love that I feel so strongly for 

 

 

 

Everyone that has to experience 

 

 

 

The presence of who I am 

 

 

 

I truly am sorry 

 

 

 

For being Me 

 

The nothing that you feel that everyone wants to get away 

 I accept me today

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