Existence

It pierces
It burns
It threatens to destroy the soul

Love and loyalty
Hurt and pain
Nothing left to gain

I'm so lost
I'm so bruised
I begin again

Night skies
Extreme darkness
Sadness looms

I kick
I scream
I want it to end

Out of control
Mixed emotions
Grab my throat

I want to breathe
I want to laugh
I need my heart back