Faithful could not keep up with loyalty mother nature's cruelty

Somedays” is a day
i long and wait. 
then or when my heart will face. 
The Bitter or sweet 
That my soul will taste. 
Are Impact missiles 
that vanished into waist. 
Way before your pleaded case.
But You loved the chase
And left no loving trace.
But said to be in love 
witht home base.
But Cared less to scar a try
So I'm those  ones that cry.
and call and bounce like ball 
But your to tall 
so act the part
Of one who saw.
My pain and agony
Are meant too fall.
is me in my life 
in eternal craw.
My feeling are
out into deep 
Way under 
where the heart can't see.
we're emotions go mining.
Living open doors 
To cold the gold 
Of loyalty in core.
To make caves full of loving slaves.
Of those hearts who sore too shore.
And the tourist treasuring  findings.
And more pain is arousing.
So then lost and fight
Was fought with one less eye.
And The sun became half a shine.
My heart now believes 
a heart can die.
So my wishes die in hope.
And tell my tears it's ok to stop and let go.
and love again.
spearing the floors of God" 
with sadness, and pain i drag.
for the floors God made in glad,
are too love on" 
and never look pass.
Drops dripping bombs 
of sad and broken,
To erase and block
The bullets and 
rope from choking.
squeeze my heart tight 
in thought
too how many pieces 
Would be broken.
And to life 
never spoken.
To have a choice
and choose wrong 
is a option to get along.
for my heart to forget” 
what i love..!!
Is for you too forget 
what you want.
That you soon will also be gone.
And Then it will means 
i didn't love."  
And soon ill shove
For I hate my fate 
but with faith 
life can turn into a fair shade.
Into hopes 
That the dead learn to share.
I wish to not know, 
and too have never known.
but what about the part off i already care.
But who's built to forget 
If we all grow to die. 
And die too fly
And that's only
if you did good in life.
But to love say your mind.
To yourself you can be kind,
And remember the tragic 
Find the Funny in sensitive Logic.
By grabbing then killing magic
Then the heart is sunk 
When the other is shrunk.
So I rain even in summer,  
my thoughts fly dry
when I'm feeling
Lost in time.
Then i grow when glow 
Gifts a all time low.
My heart speaks 
before it Leaks 
that i did not choose 
to have a heart
But i chose
 to love then too not love 
i was given heart 
So i put it on my cart.
From beginning to December.
to love and remember.
I wasn't built that way. 
That turns its face
And walks away. 
But yes my pain 
breathes every day m
I spread my joy 
And You made it toy.
The one you knew
That would kill my boy. 
my life the cold
The dead the warm.
So Don't hang me for 
i loved, 
And don't use me for 
i need love. 
So don't break me
For is you I love 
But if you did 
Then this poem
Ends in FIN.
By choice your free.
                          "My heart has spoken