fake smiles

​Every morning i get out of bed and put on a fake smile as i walk out the door for school. You see me smile and hear me laugh, you think im fine but when i get home the fake smile vanishes and the tears began to fall. My laugh turn in to screams, and then i put on a fake smile again for every one to see just so i dont have to tell them what is wrong or what is going on. I smile fake smiles so every one can be happy and i laugh so others will laugh... I have become a master of the fake smiles no one knows if its real or fake... I have been fake smiling for years upon years! Til you came in to my life... then for the first time in a long time i felt love, i felt needed... but i smile a really smile every time i see you and i fall more and more in love with you every day your with me... I love you my dear <3