Falling

Falling apart slowly 
This silence is fucking deafening 

I was used to having nobody 

Why is this hurting me so much 

Like an open wound without a bandage 

I'm not worth it 

The silence is vanishing 

Oh look the voices are back here

Unfortunately they are in my head so nobody else knows they exist 

Crumbling into the nothingness I don't want to feel

I'm screaming but nobody can hear or is just they never cared to begin with 

Why am I here 

I'm the person nobody wants to see 

People wonder why I hide away 

History just keeps repeating itself 

Laughing at me I don't find it funny