Feeling

I'm consistently living the graveyard shift while my depression works over time
While I guess I'm just trying to survive
It is getting too normal this isolation always but the feeling of being numb is beginning to make me crumble from within I'm scared of the external mask being shattered to a thousand pieces and for everyone to see what I really am
I've already had most people leave me
So I gotta hide it all, its my forever secret
I'll let my pillow keep my tears and silent screams.