Falter

Falter

It's dark here and awfully cold
Cries my soul, I want to see color again
I want to...to feel again
It pleads from the abyss I sent it too
Little does it know i'm here too
In the ditch i've dug myself into

For in the dark we cannot see death 
Where Grief can no longer steal my breath
Where it is too cold to feel the pain
Where god's voice no longer resonates

Let me help you 
Sorry soul but you cannot mend what has been broken
I can help you 
Can you recover what i've lost? What ive broken?
No but we can start a new
I'm Scared 
I know but put your faith in me once more for what i say is true
I trusted you...you left me scarred
It won't happen again I promise

You hear my cries for help 
Like a bleeding heart I pleed 
But now you've been freed
And the color just isn't what you've  made it out to be

And now your voice is gone
Or has it been me all along.