Father

You're deep in trouble... But I still love you... You're lying in your deception and your lies... But I still miss you... You're drowning in drugs and alcohol... But it still hurts... You're locked in a cell... But it doesn't make a difference... You're hidden in my memory... But every now and then you appear... You're invincible in my heart, and I can't seem to break you from it... But I try and try to put on the strong act... You're always my weakness... But my weaknesses are what makes me strong... That's the difference between you and I... I draw from my weaknesses, while you inject them into your arm, you inhale them into your system, you take them until you're lost in your high. I hope it was worth it... Losing us just for the high... I hope it was worth it... Drinking until you slowly die... I hope it was worth it... Getting arrested for all your lies... I just hope it was worth it... -Alexis Lyons