Father I Never Knew

My life is full of sadness not

knowing who you are

Wondering what I have done

to make you leave

When I was born you just split

out of my life without a word

Not giving me a chance to

get close to you

Sometimes I would lay in 

my bed at night

Wondering what my life would

be like if you were here

Giving me a chance to 

know who you are

To figure out if you are the

father figure I want

Years went by not hearing 

a word from you

Makes me wonder if you

ever loved me

What gives you the right 

just to walk away

And not stepping into my

life to know you

I wonder if you are trying to

hide things in your past

Things that you don't want me

to know about you

But deep down in my heart

would you ever walk back in

Tears of sadness stream

down my pale face

Because you were never

once in my life

It hurts me deep inside because

I felt unloved by you

A feeling that makes anger rage

deep inside of my heart

I hope you are happy with

wrong choice that you made

Because you will never know 

how I turned out

As my life goes on you become

a blur in my heart

Not giving you the time

to know me

So my life is full of sadness 

not knowing who you are

Wondering what I have done

to make you leave 

When I was born you split

without a trace

Not giving me the chance

to get close to you