Father Or Not

My father exclaims and exclaims
And I say why should I listen to you
You left us when I was young, yes you flew
You only call me when your lawyer questions in rage
Asks if you hang
With your off spring that day
You left my mother all alone, now I know the way
It was not easy but that rage
Got me threw the bumps in life
I wonder how I'm still alive
The bumps I didn't go around I went straight and made destruction
Now I guess I went through  evolution 
My heart it gets stronger
My feelings get smaller
Now I adapt to not having a father
In the past I considered you as a good father
But now in my present I say you a coward
All these lyrics or I might say my words
  Really hurt to say 
Sometimes I just wanna fly away
Stay away for a couple of days
This my life it's real not fake
I see the rays
The sun is so bright
That's when I know I can start a new day