fear

        My biggest fear is losing you, My fear is to wake up one day and finding out you took your life… Knowing you will not be here for me. My fear is going on every day knowing you will never hug, kiss, or hold my hand again. My fear going on day by day never hearing your voice, your laugh or ever seeing your face, smile. My fear is going through the rest of my life not having you to help me through it. My fear is having all my fears hit me at the same time. My fear is me coming down to the choice of living my life without you or taking my life to be with you and i choose to live. These are my fears and i am scared that one day you will take your life and leave me here alone. Please stay here with me my love.
I Love you and Miss you! <3