Fearing the Unknown

Everytime my eyes close, I wake with a jump - fearing the unknown. Sweat bathes my bruised body, shaking uncontrollably, please someone help me! 
My head feels foggy, I feel myself unwind. It's the same dreadful demons toying with my mind. 
I cut the pain away, I cut you off as well, how can I survive when all I know is hell? 
I live in a dark, scary place... my mind isn't home, and it turns out, I was never really welcome. 
I long for a light, a way to find back, I am trapped with the demons ; I am under attack.
nobody listens, nobody cares, I'm all alone - so many nightmares.
my grief gets capsized in the teary storm, in the long run, nightmares they form.