Feels like death

Clutching to my chest as the sweat pours down my face,

my head goes into overdrive, I feel like theres no time to waste.

hands begin to tremble, my throat begins to choke,

is this the repercussions of my heart being really broke?

cant sit still, cant breath slow, my lungs about to scream,

waiting for the bubble to burst and it's all been a bad dream.

living with the constant urge, to leave it all behind,

and all because of evil people, who didn't know how to be kind.

please tell me when I leave this world, my pain will all be gone,

for everyday feels like death, and I feel I don't belong.