Figuerd Out Why Im Here
As i lay to rest in my bed
thoughts are entering my head
am alive or dead
is this reality or a dream instead
trying to figure why im here
late at night an i can still think clear
although whats my purpose for livin
what on earth do i need to be givin
is life some sort of test
if it is then im tyring my best
i care more than i do less
my heart is pure that beats in my chest
but then i guess..
my daughter is the real reason
big blue eyes with hair thats teasion
she is my daughter & im her dad
she is a kid that wont drive me mad
she means more than anything
I love her to death she is my everything
almost 3 time sure flies
soon she'll be writing rhymes
cool kid who doesnt tell lies
i see shes gonna be special when i look in her eyes
so i guess i figured out why im here
an thats to look after my daughter so dear
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Hi James, we seem to have a lot in common, I myself suffer from dissociation, I've been to multiple psychologists and psychiatrists to figure out why i go away, it's all anxiety, when I'm faced with a difficult task in life I tend to step into a bubble and just take myself out of the equation, I day dream of distant universe's and faraway lands and this is my coping mechanism to life and all its hurt but I also have a little daughter, she is 5 and without her life would be nothing, thanks for sharing.
I look at her an see a self reflection of myself only im gonna try give her a better life than ive lived, shes deserve to have a good life ??
This is lovely, James! Our children are the true purpose for all that we do. Iām sure you make your daughter very proud, as she does you?ā??
All what matters... heartfelt write ???
Thank you katie shes growing up so fast it ubelieveable ?
true that wayne ?
thank you both for your comments i appreciate your feedback ??
How old is your little girl? Almost 3??
Yes katie she will be 3 21st of march
I hope she has a lovely 3rd birthday! Best wishes from me??