Flying to be free

In my darkest hours
I care about nothing

I think of no living soul

Desperate to believe this life is worth it

My hands are numb and my feet are cold

As my anxiety kicks in, again

I'm alone

Trapped in my body

Watching outside through two small holes

This cell is getting smaller day by day

I can’t get out, neither I can move

No tension in my muscles

Because they're not mine

Part of a jail that prisons me inside

Waiting for resurrection, waiting to die

To be free, to fly

Fly away from this rotten flesh

Fly away from land of men

To join the shadows

To be with the sun

No matter the end, I'll be free at last

My light, my darkness 

My feelings, my thoughts

They don't exist anymore

I set to be infinite

I'll be everything and nothing at all

What a day it'll be

What a moment to endlessly see

The joy of finally being free

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