FOR ALL THE HURTS YOU KISSED
All my yesterdays have somehow crept up on meÂ
and I`m sad, feeling your loss as if you just left
All i can say is, it feels like an ache just below my heart
like a pocket of hurt in my chest
I want to tell you, you would be happy i have
turned a corner in my life at last
I know i needed to, you always told me i wasÂ
to be proud of myself, to put the past in the past
Oh how i miss your sound advice i miss your laughter
all the fun times we shared
I miss talking to you putting the world to rights
no one is like you, you cant be compared
I know why i feel like this though, my birthday
nears  and god it hurts
It will be the first one without you with me
and i cant think of anything worse
I felt like a child when i woke this morning
thinking silly things and i cried
I thought of my self as an orphan now  onÂ
my own no mam or dad since you both have died
But i will pull myself together, shoulders back
and put a smile on just for you
Because i know that is what you`d wantÂ
buck up now, you would say no more feeling blue
I hope you see these words i  hope you read and see
how much your loved and missed
Thank you mother for everything you gave me in life
and for all my hurts you kissed Â
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Awww!!....this is very touching Dear Debs. I know she's really proud of you of what you've become. I'm glad you putting on that smile for her and no longer feeling blue. I love every bit of this, the rhyme and flow of words though it made me cry. Pinning it. Happy Birthday in advance Debs.
Hi Dear Rose IÂ woke up feeling like this, this morning youÂ
never know when grief is going to hit you, so i wrote my thoughtsÂ
to my mother. This is my heart in my write,Thank you for your kind words
and the birthday greeting and also honoring with a pin
Love DebsÂ
Lovely piece!Â
HI Fayeamph  Thank you for your kind wordsÂ
Best wishes DebsÂ
Hello Sis Debs...
You said you felt like an orphan...
In a sense we are adult orphans...
It starts off with them taking care of us and then they become childlike and we take care of them...
Circle of life...
Beautiful write!Â
Thank you for sharing...
Hugs...
sparrowsongÂ
Hi  Sparrowsong  I did think that this morningÂ
i`m an orphan as if going back to my childhoodÂ
silly really.
But i guess your right we are adult orphansÂ
just a bad day for me today had to write my thoughts downÂ
Thank you for your thoughtful words dear friendÂ
Hugs Debs
lovely and so sad. a mother is always there for there child and even though we grow up and move away, she is always on our minds.
Hi  PoetessDarkly Thank you for your kind words
very much appreciated Best wishes DebsÂ
Oh, Dear Debs,
This one brought tears to my eyes, for it reminded me of a terrible Friday morning in 2003, when my Sister called telling me that my dear Mother was with us no more. I cried and then told Linda I was going to be alone, and recreate, in poetic form, the story of her life. I spent six hours recalling chronologically her earliest years to her last. Of course, I had no Cosmo to turn to for love. But, "You Do"!  So we stand by you through these early years of pain that plagues you. I can assure you that you will visit with her often in your dreams, for she knows how her little girl is suffering, and will massage your heart and soul in glorious dreams!
Hugs, Peace and Love,
xox Larry
Hi  Larry To lose ones mother is so awfulÂ
Friday i felt lost thinking my birthday is near and itÂ
will be the first one without mine but as you say i amÂ
lucky i can write down how i feel and have you lovely guysÂ
comment your heartfelt words to me it really does me goodÂ
Thank you Larry for always being there my friendÂ
love n hugs Debs xox