Forgiveness

the effects of nature versus nurture,
an age old enigma, as countless agent
provocateurs, one can argue, discuss, formulate
(with excel lent powerpoint graphs straight or bent)
(betting every last cent)

infinite linkedin opinions re:
unequival x act definite gradient
cradle to grave impact, nonetheless both induce a dent
upon the body electric
(though many factors not clearly visible),

yet both constituent key aspects contribute
(impossible to deduce,
an equal fifty percent), yet excellent
conjectures proffered to help explain
net resultant behaviors as postulated by this gent,

whose own personal history
conveniently, favorably, and kindly lent
from a chap, one would never confuse with Clark Kent
though super tramping, cheaply tricking,
foo fighting powers meant

to cope with the plethora of environmental
and genetic swirl of cumulative pent
up emotions particularly
red hot anger, I suppressed
back in my days of childhood,

or more recently when responsible to pay the rent,
nonetheless self acualization brought
figuratively brought to light,
the emotional energy spent
corraling frenziedly incorporating
loosed outrages repressed,

and in sore need to vent
thus myself (viz case in point best example
at thy own acquired behest)
now does understand where
unleashed mailer demons went

with amped up current
ohm me dog mental illness priceline paid
for fueling, fostering,
ferociously festering buzzfeeding
anxiety panic, obsessive predipositions,
et cetera a cereal Swiss side dull killer
via general mills made

tinder keg of volatile explosive sprites,
cuz communication asper feelings
now roiling inside, twas laid
the foundation to harbor resentment, sorrow, anger...

on account of being a frayed
dee cat (especially when bullied
by mean looking toughs)
name calling aye did evade
unwittingly letting percolate,
a witchs brew top grade
cauldron delight comprising.

"Eye of newt, and toe of frog,
Wool of bat, and tongue of dog,
Adder's fork, and blind-worm's sting,
Lizard's leg, and howlet's wing,--
For a charm of powerful trouble,
Like a hell-broth boil and bubble."

so why ask thyself to forget and forgive
those (especially family of origin) to live
a life free of unaddressed issues that did give
nothing besides misery
(particularly 4 after midnight)

oft times verbally
lashing out like a man possessed
frequently delivering
upon head of spouse gremlins that invest
corp por real complex edifice –
this truth hide hoo attest.