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I Would Say F*** LOVE. 
But LOVE in general isn't to blame. 
Your LOVE on the other hand
The one and only full of shame. 
I cant believe I did 
BELIEVE you loved me the whole time. 
You only loved the THOUGHT of having me in LOVE and blind. 
BLIND to the bullshit 
DEAF to the lies
Numerous nights I spent alone
Darkened from the echoes of my own cries
Why did I stay so long?
I cared for you too in debt. 
If id have opened my eyes sooner id probably be satisfied with the hand i'da been dealt. 
Even now I still feel STUCK. 
NOT on you but the fact that I can't just NOT see you again
An angel bonds us together 
I'll never regret her, I can't. 
Fuck you and your LOVE. 
For making me believe in the paranormal inactivity of what was never there. 
It wasn't until you sucked me out of love 
That you chose to FINALLY show you care. 
2 years together & the same amount alone 
You were never there. 
I dont and I won't  feel bad for wanting to leave. 
Im HAPPY I found LOVE within myself
GAINING strength to finally see. 
Everything for what it was and Rest In Peace to what I thought It would and could but now will NEVER be. 
Fuck your LOVE. 
IT doesn't sit well with me 
I'm THANKFUL for the journey 
&& finally allowing the truth to set me   
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