Frequencies

All this frustrating anger and agony.
Adding to the building pressure of tragedy.
Feels like it's actually dragging me.
Down to the depths of the darkest sea.
Where my breath is taken away physically.
And the thoughts of depression are mentally.
Stealing away my identity.
Until I'm only a shell of who I'm meant to be.

Inside of this is where I hide all my misery.
But you think I'm ok because visually.
You look and cant see what's tormenting me.
Cause you cant see vibrational waves of bad energy.
That eventually build to the force of infinity.
Where my twisted up mind starts cutting subliminally.
And it feels like it's all been done to me intentionally.
To hinder me, decrease my sensitivity.
Block my shakras and limit me.
Spiritually.

So I fortify my mind defensively.
Than turn up my focus and mental intensity.
By increasing my meditation time immensely.
Concentrating to higher my vibrational frequency.
Than seek out the forces that wanna work against me.