Friends??

I don’t really know what’s happening

It’s all happening so fast

So fast I can’t cry out

I don’t know what to do

I can be true but not to you

I’m with him and this can’t happen

We’re engaged and I can’t hurt him

Can we just be friends?

Even though I had a thing for you that last week of school,

And I think you may be falling

I don’t want to hurt you too

And even if I got this all wrong

This thing that’s been going on

Since the dreams started it’s been you

And him in the same dream

Just make me believe

We’re just friends

Don’t tell anyone

Shell it in, keep it locked up and away

I can’t be with you

You know it’s true

And I hate to say it

I just want to be your friend

Maybe if I ignore you, things will go back to the way they used to be

And even not, at least I tried

I’m sorry for you, for all the tears I’ve cried

I still don’t know how to tell you this but I did care for you at that time last year

I can’t fall hard again       

I can’t stay in love with two men

It’s impossible

I love him and I can’t love you

If I could, I would, I promise

I can’t love two people

I can’t stand hurting him or you at all 

Four years is a while and every time I see him, he makes me smile

He makes my heart flutter

But even when talking to you I still kind of stutter

I guess it’s just because about my secret crush last year that lasted about three or four days

The days I cried day and night

Thinking about you, thinking about him, thinking about me, thinking about us

Yes, he knew. He knew about it all, but he doesn’t know now, not again because it shouldn’t be happening again

Besides, I never thought you could ever fall for someone like me

It’s not like you anyways

You’re popular; I’m not

Plus, you can find somebody better

But it doesn’t matter

Because we’re just friends, right?

And I’m sorry if I’m wrong

But then what if I’m not?

But I secretly hope that you don’t like me

And then again hope that you do

And if you do, I’m sorry that I can’t love you

Can we just be friends?

-Y.K.W

-K.

P.S. I’d rather be a friend to you than nothing at all, only if you want me to, only, if possible.

P.P.S. If you do have a thing for me or did ever, it’d be nice to know that someone besides Kevin could love me as well, but just not as much as he does.

P.P.P.S. if this is all too weird for you to see through, for us to be friends at all like nothing ever happened, I completely understand. But all I want for us to be is friends. Plus, I think you’d make a great friend for me, minus all the drama. All the girly drama.