From Head Over Heels to Never Again

Where to start, 
(Just stop)
Maybe from the heart?
(or from the pits of hell)
I don't know what I'm doing
(We can clearly tell)
but I know that I love him~
(I really don't think you do-)

From his looks
(Right......... Yeah, no)
to his personality
(What Personality?)
from the bad
(yeah obvi)
to the good
(There was only bad)

He's always there for me
(not in a good way)
from when I'm not acting right 
(you poor child)
to when I'm the cheeriest girl in the world
(I never was when with him lmao)
He's there to listen to me
(And only put his own problems first)

He makes me happy
(Since uhhh when?)
He makes me complete
(Completely insane)
whenever he walks in the room
(he should leave)
his smile makes my heart bloom~
(more like rot)

I want to run to him
(I wanna run away from him)
and pull him into a hug
(With a knife)
just to feel his warmth 
(Like he had any lmao 🙄)
and to feel at home
(I'm an orphan now)

Mister if you are hearing this
(why are you reading huh?)
I just want to say,
(Nothing... and so much)
I love you so much
(Hah you wish)
and thank you for being here~
(Thank you for leaving)

I'm always going to be head over heals for you~
(Imagine still being this naive)

(Head over heels no more)
(You lost your chance)
(So with you nevermore)
(I wish I was in France)