" FUCKED "

I wonder around, I'm  silent
 now, " is this me "
 do you see today, ?
 I wonder can you see how
 was yesterday and do you
 totally remember, 
        "did I look back,"
​​hold my brain, save it
from the sender,
how hard can it be?
how easy it slipped thru
these fingers, just to fall
barely there and
            "linger"
I checked but I couldn't 
  find yesterday,
that can't be right
      " is it okay "
I'm standing in
tomorrow, is that where  I
shouldn't be?
my mind is fucked, I think
I'm  confused,
   i know it's me
.         "BUT" 
I don't see, I fear
I've lost
       " who am I "
I need to try this
fight
      " but "
I think I'll stay where
I'm strong and wonder
in the
.      DARK..................
                      ALONE..............