Getting lost in the night

She's gone and said
“I'm gonna go, wanna see the world”
I said “Go, I'll wait for you”
She smiled to me and said
“I will not come back”
A life sentence without parole
Getting lost in the night
Wandering aimlessly
Stumbling on memories
Ripping off my heart
Crying in pain
I lost everything
There is no reason
To wait for a future
That there'll never be
Can't take it anymore
Stopping my heartbeat
Living with you
Or not living at all