The ghost of love

Some times I can see above the clouds
But I don't know see what’s below
I hear her beautiful voice calling to me
But what she says I don’t know

i feel the winters rain falls down on my head
But I can’t seem to feel the cold
Sometimes I feel I’m better off dead
Than living with out her in this world

And the ghost of love
Remains outside the window of my broken heart 
and the pain burns so bright like a wild fire out of control 
and instead of keeping me warm it makes me cold

When two people are truly in love 
they will love each other just the same 
for when the book of love is written in heaven 
there will be one heart with both their names

I love her from the day I meet her
She become my life, my heart, my soul
And all of a sudden happiness was around me
As the loneliness started to lose control

We spend every second together
In the magical kingdom of our love
Then gods curses me and take her back
To his heaven up above

And left me so alone and hurting
And I don’t have an answer or reason
And all around are happy people
Enjoying life and the holiday season

The gifts we bought for each other
Are under the Christmas tree
And the house remains cold and dark 
With empty rum bottles surround me

The last cloths she wears still on the bed
with the ever lasting scent of her perfume
Her make up, her brush with her hair
The pictures of our wedding all over the room

Memories of her are everywhere 
And I couldn't live without her any more
So I went out and got a gun that night
Pull the trigger and lay on the floor

And in leaving here I found my comfort
than living a life that's so emptiness
I hope no one judge me for this
i just wanted to be wherever she is

I leave this cruel lonely world today
Because I couldn’t live with the pain
So the ghost of love
Cant never come to my broken heart again