For the girl who lost a voice...I feel you

Stripped down
Bare to her beautiful soul
Her body bleeds
To death so unknown
And to each voiceless scream
She is reminded
That shes no victim
Questions
and no answers
For the life of her
She cant
remember
feeling
pleasure
She know's a dark soul entered inside of her
He was uninvited
Cruel
and unusually kind
His eyes she imagined was dark
Like the universe
And if blood was blue
I believe she felt it
Her memory is distant
Just as the sea
She looks in the mirror
She shouts :

"I dont remember me"
She walks in shame
Bending her head
She is afraid
That someone would see
The untold secret
Only a man of his nature would be
And is he even ashamed she wondered
Does he even remember the way he did it
The way he knocked on a closed door
the way he entered
And this pain inside of her
Does he remember leading her to such a place
The place that left her defaced
And if ever she chooses to ever love again
It must start with her
She needs to fall in love with
herself
Convince her heart that she's beautifull
The barrier she built
Saids females only
She vowed to herself
That she would stay lonely
That a man would no longer touch her skin
And her soul would never be this tormented again