Go figure

So have you figured yourself out yet. Found out that makes you tick and tock. Act like an idiot or a cock. Be wiser than your age, or filled with rage. Is it all so clear now , what you should have done then . who was really a friend or foe. Why they did what they did. Do you remember, or  now  know . Have you released love given in to its charms, fallen deep into it's arms. Are you at the point where it all seems pointless. Did figuring out how it complicated the contradiction that was your experience. Go figure that catch 22.