Godless

I've wondered at times what lord had freed me
who'd sheltered me in his paradoxical country
whilst love starved them of bread until dead
her sadness, a eulogy

It drives me mad

I woke up Godless and cold
burnt of meaning, suffering
galloping from hell on a midnight stallion
when without understanding of the ones I left behind

I will not leave you in this war
I'm no hero, I'll look terror in the eyes
and never blink, never surrender to lies
I will create anew paradise.