Good bye

Been by my side for years while others just walk on by, never looking behind.
You been so close to me traveling where no body dares to go,
You have been in my heart, literally, More than a thousand beats,
been inside my mind, enduring troubling times, through my eyes you have seen.
All the different ways I used you, abused you, and injected you into my veins,
You're are killing me, causing havoc and eternal pain to my family and my brain.
My criminal record, case after case of 459.'s a 243. and a 4532. AKA, escape!
You altered me, you show no pity, you have no shame, I know you are only
partly to blame, but if I leave you my life will never be the same, and so I been
thinking, although because of you I can't think that great, that with out you I actually
got a life that can be saved, and well that high you used to give me just doesn't out
way the love for my kids and for myself these days, There are some times I will miss,
but I try not to think that way, cause I can't glorify the demons that you helped me create, and hours of sexual pleasure I guess isn't really all that sane, especially when 99% of the time I was by myself, Cause I got no game, when my sox are sweaty and they smell that way, pimples on my face cause the way you get made, my hands get dirty cause I don't got a place to bathe. seems you been real shitty to me, and I am just done, I just wrote this to you to say good bye, I love my life, I love my kids and I never wanna be high....Good bye.