into the forever

look me in my eyes, so close, life has faded into anger and pain, release and let it go to a better place, i race my mind and count inside as i hide my face in the night time sky, soon i realize that im safe that this is common place, at home at last, cant remember how long i been here, years have passed me by, my name is a mystery, dont know my history, i just pass the time and walk away i fade into the night. i return one day to say hi to you and show my face to you in disbelief one more time, my soul lives in body, transforming and conforming, look into my eyes, you will see my father twice. i leave you, my memory fades into the sky, those clouds done poured out and you look new to me, im so sorry, im so sorry, tell me, who are we, tell me what i am, where do i belong. ALWAYS OUT OF PLACE NOT A TRUE FRIEND TO MY NAME, CONSTANT LIES AND LAWS MADE AGAINST ME, constantly trying to give someone a chance, but once again i knew in advance, hardly charming, everyone is against me, but i look in your eyes and i see your pity and your love, but that is not enough. not many or any one to tell me the truth, just use me and leave me confused. alone.empty.hatred.terror.revenge.making a change today, making my dream...making my change,making my place and never turning away. keeping it real, keeping it steal, so many thrills and past broken deals,so many times and so many nights i held my head down and cried, the feeling inside, its like i died a thousand times, its like i survived only to receive more lies, they tell me im weak, the say im not for keeps, they they cant be with me, they say im scary, in my eyes, but im just alive and my love is alright. all that need and all that i see is i want everything, in my new life, never think twice, just shut up and drive, in my new ride, isnt it nice, isnt it fine, turns on a dime, i hope you're okay i hope you're alright, sleeping in your bed almost every night, i wish you the best, of whats left, gotta get this off of my chest, no more remorse, no more regrets, there isnt any time left, complete disrespect, im holdin my head, feels like i bled, straight from my heart, no more is left, i hope you're okay i hope you're alright, best of wishes to you and me in my new life.