Its Heavy And Its Cold

I stand alone in misery, I suffer in my mind, these thoughts of loving her one more day are killing me today. I look afar into the stars and I see for every one there seems to be another star the same. Single star.. Oh single star you must be for me.. As I am watching that lonely star it shoots across the sky. And my heart dies. Shooting stars in galaxies dancing through the night. I feel this gust of wind turn to a breeze of just ole lonely me. Im walking down a long dark road passing couples holding close and they just walk on by. I might catch their eye and they may think. There is a guy a lonely guy where is he walking to. They may think oh he is a mystery why is he all alone. They cant see inside of me the emptiness i hold. Its heavy and its cold. I carry it everyehere I go... Its heavy and its cold. Once again I made home, the lights are off and theres no glow. Children gone to mommas house see them in the spring. Open my door one more time, pictures hanging of the past. A picture of my wedding day. A tear rolls down my cheek, its too late to be saved. A picture hanging there of ma and pa makes me feel okay. If I close my eyes I can still hear daddy say. Boy oh boy life is short and its like a game. If you dont follow rules then you may not play. I listen to my daddy's  voice and I drift away into the night. Its heavy and its cold...