Goodbye

When i think of you
i remember the times when 
we went fishing on a sandy beach
The time we laughed so much we couldn't speak
The times when your smile lit up a room
The times when we would drive around with nothing to do
The times you used to make me tea
The times when i was little and you would feed me
The times you would spoil me and tell me not to tell my nan
The time you tried to insist you were fine
The times when your skin turned yellow
And that time when i saw your face for the last time
And the constant reminder that i never properly got to say goodbye

But i know you're up there
Looking down on me
I know you're so proud for all i've achieved
I wrote this poem as a type of way
Of saying goodbye when i couldn't that day.