Again

You were my best friend
I told you secrets
I've still never told anyone else
But you left
And now I'm scared
That you'll open the shed
Of things I've told you

For me to tell you that
Caused me so much pain
I needed someone to lean on
But you too was weak
You fell and escaped

Many years later and I've forgiven you
Because I know now I hurt you to
But I need you to know I do miss you

I miss the times we'd go down the shop
And buy so much junk food
Where we'd sit on your bed
And try and stay up all night
And dream about a place
We'd escape to

I miss the way I could be with you
Even though I knew you couldn't
Accept me at the end
I'd changed too much
We were practically strangers again

I'd do anything to see you again
To talk to you like we used to my friend
But that ship has sailed and it can't come back
I forgive you
But you still can't say the same back

So I'll wait
The days, weeks, months, years
That I have to
I'll do it because
I'm ashamed to say it I need you
So I'll wait
Till you can smile and think of me again
We had some amazing memories
You just need to think of me back then