Goodbye

I just walked in the door
And I can smell your sweat
I sat down on the bed
And the sheets were wet

I turned on the tv
You had left your camera on
Oh! , and there you are
Putting your clothes on

I decided to continue to watch
Although I should have not
The windows are all fogged up
It's way too hot!

My brother , my best friend
I can't believe this
And you're on your knees
Like you're praying to Jesus

I can no longer watch
I get up and step back
Then I smash in the monitor 
With a baseball bat

I go in the bathroom
And get violently sick
And there in my face
Floats a condom in the toilet

I get sick again over and over
With proof of his lust in my face
I hope that he dies!
I hope she caught AIDS !

I leave the house quickly
And rev up my car
And as I turn the corner
My luck , there you are

I keep my eyes on the road
I pretend not to notice
I'm getting a migraine 
I'm losing my focus 

I stopped at the light
And she just jumped right in
Felt like I was gonna cry
But I held all that in

I've never felt this before
Never saw it coming
Why are you so quiet?
Fucking say something

I want to confront you
But I can't think straight 
My words are not forming
I'm starting to shake

She asked how I was 
And was something wrong
I put in a cd
I turned up the song

No , I'm okay
I tried to lie
Sweat beads my forehead
And I let out a sigh

She says are you sure
You look kinda nuts!
I wanted to tell her 
But didn't have the guts

I pulled down an alley
I stopped at the end
I looked into her eyes 
You fucked my best friend

Admit it to me I said
As I pulled out a knife
She let out a whisper 
As I took her life

I was enveloped in depression
And hurt, just straight pissed
I took that same knife
And slit my own wrist

I thought to myself 
As my blood ran dry
Good night to you all
This is goodbye

I can no longer move
Everything has grown dark
I lose my last breath
I've snuffed out my spark

By LukeCoomer (c)