Goodbye mom

Mom I lied, I tried and Cried,

The dope it had me, when you died.

I can not think about that day,

when I disrespected and stayed away.

If I could buy back that dismal day

I'd never dream of going astray.

I miss you more than words can say,

I should of come, I should of stayed.

At the time, The spike had ruled,

I was stupid, I was fooled.

Turn the clock, turn it back,

that ugly monkey's off my back.

Now that you are back with dad,

I can feel a little less sad.

I will never forgive myself,

for taking heroin over you mom.

I think about you everyday,

and the tragic mistake that I made.

There will be a day we meet again,

but for now let us pretend.

My heart now has a second hole,

and ripped and broken torn up soul.

Dope took my money, family and love,

you now fly high with angelic doves

Goodbye mom, I'll see you soon,

tell the man upstairs, to save some room..