Gotta Stay Strong!

at times i find im struggling
past thoughts creep up inside & start bubbleing
the earth around me is crumbling
upset words come out but all im doing is mumbeling

let me tell you all something
i need a bit of loves comfirting
past times have been troubleing
emotionally scarred & dysfunctioning

let me go in depth & tell you about my life
how i lost a friend to a murderers knife
the one who died in a fatal crash one night
more who committed suicide & give up the mental fight

and more to point there not the only one
theres family too whos sufferd an been carried on
breaks my heart knowing my closest have gone
feels like my head is gonna explode like a bomb

know matter how hard i cry they aint coming back
so i whisper "save me a place in heavens posh gaff"
cant wait too meet again so we can all have a laugh
but for now ill keep it together & try not too crack

miss & love you all loads
see you soon when im at the crossroads ❤