Granny I miss you

Granny I miss you
I’m sitting here at this cemetery wishing I was with you
It’s getting a little crazy down here
I’m lost amongst the evil that’s coming from everywhere
Sometimes I cry for no reason at all
Sometimes I struggle wondering why I still fall
I don’t know how much more I can take
They can bury me right beside you right after my wake
Nothing is making sense anymore
I am getting to old for this…for sure
I know you hear me and understand
I promised you that I would become a better man
But they keep trying me
I’m telling you Granny they keep…lying to me
I’m trying to keep whatever good I got left in me
But I swear people keep wishing the death-of me
Maybe karma is haunting me
Came back, now taunting me
It keeps me never surprised
That knot at the end of my rope has weaken but has opened my eyes
I know I took more then I gave
I know I have sinned…more then I have prayed
But Granny I don’t need it
Life would be better for me if I just leave…it
I know it’s all nonsense I’m talking
But the pain hurts so bad I am barely walking
I’m trying to stay strong
But I would be lying if I didn’t say that I was barely holding on
I seen a glimpse of the old me
The evil thinking…the cold me
Granny they will never understand
Where I came from…to where I am
I’m sitting at this cemetery wishing I was with you
On your headstone I kiss you…Granny I miss you!