Grant me the serenity

God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change
Like my pain 
I was born with it, learned how to live with it…deal with it
Almost had to kill with it…had to heal with it
What can I do, tell me what can I say
This is how I live my life and what I see every day
I asked the whole world to pray, still I am hurting inside
My pain I cannot hide  
I’m stranded in a mind that’s crowded
Overwhelming…..I allowed it
I’m searching for more….searching for something unknown
Something more then being alone
Off in the distance I see hope
I see happiness…I see time to cope
I’m still trying to get there
I’m reaching for it but get nowhere
I walk these narrow street of my life
constantly juggling between what’s wrong, what’s right
It’s a fight and I am losing, still living with pain
Please God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change!