Happy cannibalism

Join the crowd, join their throwing 
of stones and dirt, insanity growing
A dusty cloud, the bodies slowing  
Laughing still, blood starts flowing 

(I wonder if my fear is showing)

Join their digging 
Their chewing and sniggering
Dirty your nails 
Red from entrails 

(I can hear fingers scratching)

Join their detaching
Detaching mind from body 
Detaching arms and legs 
Detaching me from humanity
Detaching heaps of reds 
Killing me happily!

I join their happiness
It doesn’t taste that bad 
Strangle me harder, happier!
Make me just as mad 
Get me drunker and drunker
And drown the sad 
Hush my conscience’s voice 
By the pleasure of violence 
By screams, and then silence

(Happiness is a choice!)

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How horrible, how lovely 
This insane world I’m in
I’ve let it take everything from me 
This world, where I can’t win 
It’s gone and made me filthy 
To rely on sin 
How tragic, how funny...
I suddenly feel dizzy