happy pills

I look at the bottle
I frown
I don't think
I open the bottle and lay out the bright orange pills
They're suppose to help me
Happy pills
Take them and you'll feel better they say
But they don't work
Maybe more would help
I pick up some
I've done this before
One at a time i swallow
After awhile i get dizzy
But i don't mind
They still don't help
Why am i always sad, i thought
I take some more
Am i happy now?
I put the bottle away
I got in bed
I get pains in my stomach
I don't mind
The next day i do it again
Am i happy now?....