Hate Keeps His Head Down.

On my shoulders a heavy weight.
On my mind a feeling of hate.
In life I've been ostracised.
My earthly body deeply despised.
My existence has been a life of pain.
Life's evil on me has left a dirty stain.
Never knew right from wrong.
In a civil society i did not belong.
I grew up fast.
I knew this life i was given for long would not last.
My age n n n nineteen.
And love and care my green eyes have never seen.
Here i am alone and hated.
From me human communication has abated.
From this nightmare i will soon leave.
And i pray that in my next life people in me will believe.